Vanessa, I think you still are causing yourself unnecessary stress by conflating faith and religion. What you believe is based upon your experiences. If you want new beliefs seek new experience. If those new experiences are the practice of a religion then go ahead and just say, "I practice this or practice that, though my beliefs are constantly evolving and my interpretation of things can be very different from the next person's. What you see is what you get." The terms spiritual, God, god, soul, etc. are defined very differently across many religious traditions and cultures so depending on the context you just do what you are comfortable doing.

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