I’ll share the same response with you now that I shared with the Medium writer, Vanessa Torres, the other day:
I follow you because you remind me of my younger self.
This article immediately made me think of the quote below since it seems that the angst you so well describe is a fundamental human condition that can only be relieved through fundamental awareness. I don’t want to get too preachy so I’m going to leave it up to the power of Google to provide an attribution to the quote.
If you wish to free yourself from the sufferings of birth and death you have endured since time without beginning and to attain without fail unsurpassed enlightenment in this lifetime, you must perceive the mystic truth that is originally inherent in all living beings. This truth is…
Also, here is an excerpt from Daisaku Ikeda’s novel series, The New Human Revolution (Vol III) that touches on the same subject:
“”In that instant, Shakyamuni attained a profound awakening. He had finally become a Buddha — one enlightened to the supreme truth. It was as if a door
within his life had been thrown open to the entire universe, and he was released from all illusion. He felt he could now move and act freely based upon the Law of life. It was a state he had never experienced before in this lifetime. Now Shakyamuni understood: “The entire universe is subject to the same constant rhythm of creation and change. This applies equally to human beings. Those now in infancy are destined to grow old and eventually die and then be reborn again. Nothing, either in the world of nature or human society, knows even a moment of stillness or rest. All phenomena in the universe emerge and pass into extinction through the influence of some external cause. Nothing exists in isolation; all things are linked together over space and time, originating in response to shared causal relationships. Each phenomenon simultaneously functions as both cause and effect, exerting an influence on the whole. Moreover, a Law of life permeates the entire process.” Shakyamuni had grasped the wondrous truth of existence. He was convinced that he could develop himself limitlessly through this Law he had awakened to. All criticism, obstacles and hardships would be nothing more than dust before the wind.””